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Aw​(​ful​)​some

by Phoenix James

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1.
I don’t like the confrontation That’s gon’ take its Place in this relationship Stopped by to say ‘Can I explain’ Gotta be more careful who you fuckin’ with Now I’m choked up but I’m stuck here Can’t leave, seventeen with no whip Kicked me to the corner on the backstreet So imma take the taxi Imma take the Taxi Tell me why the rage All this pent-up anger I can see it your face This was going amazing I don’t mean to stress you But where your patience? I’ve got too many questions To be thrown a maybe You make it so hard All this back and forth Now I got no time Cause I really know my worth Even though I wanna leave Why this shit still hurt? Didn’t even get to speak And now I’m sitting the curb So Imma take the taxi Take…..The Sour look out yo’ face You….Fell For it when you took my bait Can you hop in the taxi Can you hop in the taxi Ride in the backseat I can show you ‘round in my taxi Can you hop in the taxi In my taxi I don’t like the confrontation That’s gon’ take its Place in this relationship Stopped by to say ‘Can I explain’ Gotta be more careful who you’re fuckin’ with Now I’m choked up but I’m stuck here Can’t leave, seventeen with no whip Kicked me to the corner on the backstreet So imma take the taxi Imma take the Taxi
2.
Resolution 02:43
I found home I snatched the bag, I went to work Gave up the sadness, chose my purpose Opened up, and now I ain’t stone cold I learned to love, got rid of habits Now I’m happy I can say that I’ve grown I’m home, yea Now I ain’t the same I don’t mind the change Growing up might save me I’m tryna be the greatest Now I ain’t the same I don’t mind the change Growing up might save me I’m tryna be the greatest The greatest, The greatest The greatest Meditation when I wake up Don’t need your savior Love and power, paper That’s all I need, I need Lay In uncomfort for my safety Death before dishonor to my name Looking for ways to keep flame up I move in peace, yea Now I’m not the same Now I ain’t the same, yea I don’t mind the change, yea Growing up might save me I’m tryna be the greatest Now I ain’t the same, yea I don’t mind the change, yea Growing up might save me I’m tryna be the greatest The greatest, The greatest The greatest I’m tryna be the greatest The greatest, The greatest The greatest
3.
Can I catch a break? My GPAs been dropping lately Don’t wanna face it Ignorance is bliss, and I’m just tryna graduate (that’s crazy!) I got two years to get my ….together Feeling like a fool, I was doing so cool in December I don’t know Everything thing is falling down, falling down Hopefully this music saves me, I don’t know what I would do If I end up filing papers, I’d figure that my life was through Hopefully there’ll be some changes, I’m just tryna make some moves And groove, and groove. (I’m just tryna groove!)
4.
Criminal 02:32
You’re a criminal Searching from place to place For an angle Nothing but danger You’ve been on the move But I know every crook and corner I could teach you things you thought you knew Grab ahold love Let’s make our move Baby let me Take you places you ain’t been I just wanna Runaway away away Baby let me Take you places you ain’t been I just wanna Runaway away away catch me if you can babe Don’t kill the flow let go and dance Feeling the music Slow motion movement We’re on a roll Tell me if you want it baby I can take control Keep up to the tempo don’t you drag to slow Cause you’ll get lost in what I left behind Don’t lose your mind Baby let me Take you places you ain’t been I just wanna Runaway away away Baby let me Take you places you ain’t been I just wanna Runaway away away
5.
Could find me crowded I’ve been aligned By my surroundings Set me free Of my inability To be alone 4 walls, 1 me Be a soldier You don’t have to cry no more, no Be a soldier You don’t have to cry no more no 4 walls,1 me One, two step with my shadow singing for the ghosts in back late nights they get too quiet Maybe if I imagine it All Run out of distractions now find me asleep when the sun’s on high Digging out secrets, tell no lies Human as ever, so Set me free Of my inability To be alone 4 walls, 1 me
6.
Karma 03:06
I don’t wanna know Why you’ve been talking less Is someone else around? I won’t dare to call Your voice is burning through my cell Can’t bare the sound Big pressure on me, feeling like a diamond Ain’t easy feeling low while you’re thriving Haven’t slept, cold sweats, I got nightmares Still searching for the back of my eyelids Im fiendin' for some signs, I can’t find none You’re good at redirection to the next act Wanted reasons to leave, still tryna find one Only tension in my presence, I ain’t cut slack Karma’s flipped my line Now I’m playing blind ‘Cause I don’t wanna know Why you’ve been talking less Is someone else around? I won’t dare to call Your voice is burning through my cell Can’t bare the sound I’m a captive I don’t trust my intuition mistaken for paranoia I’ve been lacking Trying to just ignore it Maybe it’s not important Maybe I do deserve it Don’t go asking why I’m mad You know It all Comes back ‘Cause I don’t wanna know Why you’ve been talking less Is someone else around? I won’t dare to call Your voice is burning through my cell Can’t bare the sound I don’t wanna know Why you’ve been talking less Is someone else around? I won’t dare to call Your voice is burning through my cell Can’t bare the sound
7.
Lose 01:24
I’ve become slave to the moon Pushing and pulling these thoughts about ya We could talk if you’d come through come through I’ll entertain play the fool Anticipate the bad news Cause in this gam I always lose I lose, lose
8.
Break It 02:27
When did this get so violent ? I miss the point of you I had, baby It’s sad, baby I think we should So tell me if you wanna just Break It off Break it off Saw this coming from a distance Told you I was always right Wish I could change your decision Honestly I’d rather not Maybe its for best Thats we just Put this to a stop So tell me if you wanna just Break It off Break it off You come around conveniently Nothing I do could ever please ya I’m waiting for you to Break It off Break it off
9.
Sm!le 01:08
Photograph this moment, hold on You’ve got a hold on me Peek through the lens and snap my smile Forever holding me Hold on Don’t go, I mean goodbye We had a fun time, huh? Did you feel alive? Tell me, did you feel alive? Tell me, did you feel alive? ( did ya?) I got photos I guess I’ll keep ahold of ‘Cause they make me feel alive They make me feel alive They make me feel alive They make me feel alive, yea

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The versatile debut album by Miami based Phoenix James features ambient and infectiously groovy sounds while using her voice and lyricism to ground the listener in the present moment. 'Aw(ful)some is anything but a stagnant experience as she cohesively explores genres such as R&B, House, Drum & Bass, and Hip Hop.

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released June 26, 2020

Production: Phoenix James, Abner Dennis, Zander Zel, Eduardo J Gonzalez
Mixed and Mastered by: Aaron Edwards

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Phoenix James Miami, Florida

Miami. I’m working on being kinder to myself. I hope you are too..thank you for listening to my music <3

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